I could float on my back forever in the middle of a nowhere water body. There's something so halcyon and appealing about not knowing possibilities of where the currents will carry you to. The dubiousness of crashing into anything makes the vagueness all the more appealing. I like not knowing, I think. It's how I've been living for the past 3 years anyway. Here I mumble something about not knowing whether I like to spell my numbers out alphabetically or type them out numerically.
I feel like most times I am searching for something to believe in.
I feel like I could type a whole post of '????????' and that would be what I want to say for the day.
The only absolute thing I can say about myself is that there is nothing concrete about my thoughts or opinions.
I live as a nobody.
I don't put much thought into feeling things or remember things.
I don't know if I ever did.
I want clarity.
I want precision.
I want to know how much can my heart hold.
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